PART-5

I took the call… (l saw the watch it showed  1 o’ clock .she didn’t give me the chance to wish her)

She didn’t say anything for some time….. 

 I said.

Sorry dear. I never thought that you would be affected this way with my behaviour. I am not a perfect friend for you. I am very bad. You deserve a better friend than me. I failed to understand you. There are many things that I wanted to tell you but I’m scared about the consequences ( I glided in my words by landing this statement). From the past few days I was in the bad mood. I ignored you .a sweet heart like you should not be treated like the way I did. I made you cry. Don’t forgive me .Just punish me I’m ready for that

She kept mum….

Talk to me dear …I said

After some time she managed to say

Don’t be sorry dear. I can understand that you are depressed .you don’t have to blame yourself. I did not miss you on my birthday. I don’t want your promise to be broken .That’s why   I came to your home. I talked to you. You don’t need to wish me.Your presence enough for me.it will happen some times when we are struggling with something. What one could do when such kind of circumstances hovers around us? By the way what you are feared about .why you have to be scared about consequences. its nothing wrong in sharing the problems with friends. Right?? Then why you are hesitant to tell me. Don’t worry I’m there for you to not only share your happiness but also your sorrows …

She is one who was hurt by me . Now she forgot all about that and asking me about what bothering me and consoling me.she is the most innocent and sweetest person I ever met in my life

So far I am feeling like a dead beast but I felt relieved with her words

No.its not like that.I should not have behaved like that …just give me a punishment…I insisted

Okay I will punish you …But before that tell me one thing…you consider me as your best friend .don’t you???.. She said

You are my best friend. I said

Then tell me what the matter is. What is the problem….she asked with the clear alto

At that time I failed to utter a word .I paused for a moment and

I said

Actually….. I am thinking about someone since past few days .i guess I’m in love. I am not even able to sleep properly since the past few days. I don’t know whether she loves me or not.

Oh my god…you are in love .you have found your girl .Tell me who is she??? She uttered quickly

I was not at all prepared for this kind of scene. Should I tell who she is? or should I make it simple

Or should I make it a more special?I was flooded with all these thoughts

Hello……….. What happen???  She asked

I will tell you. But not now I said

No way you have to say now .she said

Let’s make a deal. I tried to skip the scene at that moment

What deal? ….no deals just tell me who she is?? She insisted

Listen to me once….i said

Ok I’m listening. She said 

I will show you instead of saying who she is ok….

Ok deal then…..she said

Before she hung up she fired a bullet……… what is her name???

You have to wait till tomorrow for that too.  I dodged her question….she hung up by expressing her despair in her tone

After sometime I doze off by thinking how to propose her